all hell & its fire waits for us
POSTED ON Sept 17, 2023 9:34:13 GMT -5
Post by Grace Gatsby on Sept 17, 2023 9:34:13 GMT -5
While the gift had been successful in lightening the mood, the effect was short-lived. Stolen away by a familiar car drawing into the driveway.
Dane’s expression dulled into something that was decidedly guarded despite how he tried to cover it up by wrinkling his nose and claiming boredom. He moved to leave. She didn’t question it. She didn’t have to.
Grace was not so quick to jump down after him, however. Not because she wanted Dane to get caught or because she particularly wanted to see his father, but because again she was struck by that old feeling. Something that had followed her throughout her whole life yet remained a mystery.
It was there when Gem floated a curling tong or a set of car keys towards her, or hung different outfits in the air to examine before a night out. It was there when Dino told her what her new puppy was feeling and how she could make her feel more at home, and when Dane summoned Snowcone to bowl them over as they splashed about in the shallows of the sea. All the times they wrestled, whether it be in the mud of the Wayland’s backyard or the pool of the Gatsby’s, for training or for fun, she’d always felt she was missing something. Something big. Something obvious.
There’d been a time when she’d thought it was a tattoo. Sprawled in Gem’s bedroom, the four of them hiding from the summer heat, she’d eyed her sister’s waiting panther. Dino’s young buck, growing antlers. Dane’s steadily elongating wolf. And there Grace was. Bare. Everyone kept saying she didn’t need one. Kept saying it was unnecessary; she wasn’t missing out. She didn’t need to be kept in line.
She remembered sneaking out of the room later that night, finding Antonio alone after a meeting with her father, and she’d asked him for one. Simple as that. He’d taken a long drag of his cigarette in the dark, eyes narrowed at her thoughtfully, and agreed.
Her dad spotted it immediately at breakfast the next morning. He saw but did not speak a word on it. There was no celebratory response from Gem nor the boys, and she still wasn’t entirely sure if they knew it was her own choice. It hadn’t been a choice for them, after all.
The biggest reaction had been from her mom. It was the only time the woman (usually so… away with the fairies, despite her witticisms) had ever shown anger. A hurricane bursting into her room, perfect acrylic nails digging into her arms as she shook her, blue eyes blazing like the hottest of fires. “You little fool, I thought you understood! You were kept clean for a reason!”
The next time she saw her, her mom was perfectly normal. Smiling blithely, offering a mimosa and chatting about nail polish like nothing had happened. Grace never mentioned it to anyone, not even Gemma. She wasn’t sure anyone would believe her.
The shrike on her collarbone did not grow. Grace was a good hunter. She had outbursts when things didn’t go her way, but ultimately she played by the rules and any work assigned to her got done.
Having a tattoo did not make that strange feeling go away.
She sighed through her nose.
It was a shame to leave the treehouse so soon after finally having conquered it, yet it seemed she had little choice. After one last look around and allowing herself to feel just a bit melancholic about it all, she pressed the tips of her fingers to her mouth before pressing them to the wood.
The gate unlatched. Dane’s name, clear and simple but with so much unspoken weight, carried across the open air. Grace dropped down in time to see his shoulders stiffen and turn to face Antonio, then speak to him with the same casual tone he used when he claimed he was bored. Snowcone had already been vanished away.
Antonio’s stare shifted to Grace, and he greeted her levelly.
It was fine when she was talking to him with her Dad – or, hell, even when she was talking to him alone. They agreed on a lot of things, in regards to hunting at least, and hunting was all they ever talked about. But whenever Dane was there she felt weird. Tense. Perhaps a little guilty, like she was betraying him by even marginally appearing to tolerate his father.
Seeing them in the same space forced her to remember what Antonio did to him.
Having scooped up her heels from where she’d left them at the base of the tree, Grace sauntered over, expression smooth and head held high. She couldn’t let any of it bother her. Showing concern for Dane or lashing out at Antonio would help neither the tautness in the air nor her own relationships with either of them. This was now a workplace conversation. She was Angel-Face. Or rather, Shrike, as was the more ‘professional’ of her two codenames.
“Mr. Wayland,” she returned his greeting. “Dane’s coming on a hunt. I need his summons to sniff out an invisible target.” Their parents could never argue with that – well, her parents could never argue with that. Even if the target had been fabricated to give her and Dane an excuse to leave, they would back her up if Antonio mentioned it to them. Family above all.
But that was the thing, wasn’t it? That she still felt she could use (or had to use) her father as a shield. Because without him, it was hard to describe what she and Antonio were to each other. Hard to know who was the authority.
He was second in command of the Guild, but she was the Guildmaster’s daughter and the title passed through the family. Antonio never directly gave her assignments or verbally reminded her of his position, but his tattoo was just below her collarbone and that should mean she was under his thumb. It had never bothered her, growing up. But now, older, and with thoughts of inheriting the Guild for herself, she couldn’t help but think… would he allow her to?
And when she had those thoughts, she inevitably end up wondering what would happen if she put him in the void. Would he still feel the ink under each Guild Member’s skin? Would he be able to contort it? Hurt them as easily as he did when standing in the real world?
I’m going to run the Guild someday, she thought, holding his gaze. Not Gemma. Not you. Me.
She lightly bumped her side against Dane’s, knowing better than to try grabbing his arm while he was so on edge. “Let’s go.” She walked past Antonio to the gate and held it open, looking back at Dane expectantly.
OOC: Sorry for the backstory dump lmao, decided to change how Grace got her tattoo
Dane’s expression dulled into something that was decidedly guarded despite how he tried to cover it up by wrinkling his nose and claiming boredom. He moved to leave. She didn’t question it. She didn’t have to.
Grace was not so quick to jump down after him, however. Not because she wanted Dane to get caught or because she particularly wanted to see his father, but because again she was struck by that old feeling. Something that had followed her throughout her whole life yet remained a mystery.
It was there when Gem floated a curling tong or a set of car keys towards her, or hung different outfits in the air to examine before a night out. It was there when Dino told her what her new puppy was feeling and how she could make her feel more at home, and when Dane summoned Snowcone to bowl them over as they splashed about in the shallows of the sea. All the times they wrestled, whether it be in the mud of the Wayland’s backyard or the pool of the Gatsby’s, for training or for fun, she’d always felt she was missing something. Something big. Something obvious.
There’d been a time when she’d thought it was a tattoo. Sprawled in Gem’s bedroom, the four of them hiding from the summer heat, she’d eyed her sister’s waiting panther. Dino’s young buck, growing antlers. Dane’s steadily elongating wolf. And there Grace was. Bare. Everyone kept saying she didn’t need one. Kept saying it was unnecessary; she wasn’t missing out. She didn’t need to be kept in line.
She remembered sneaking out of the room later that night, finding Antonio alone after a meeting with her father, and she’d asked him for one. Simple as that. He’d taken a long drag of his cigarette in the dark, eyes narrowed at her thoughtfully, and agreed.
Her dad spotted it immediately at breakfast the next morning. He saw but did not speak a word on it. There was no celebratory response from Gem nor the boys, and she still wasn’t entirely sure if they knew it was her own choice. It hadn’t been a choice for them, after all.
The biggest reaction had been from her mom. It was the only time the woman (usually so… away with the fairies, despite her witticisms) had ever shown anger. A hurricane bursting into her room, perfect acrylic nails digging into her arms as she shook her, blue eyes blazing like the hottest of fires. “You little fool, I thought you understood! You were kept clean for a reason!”
The next time she saw her, her mom was perfectly normal. Smiling blithely, offering a mimosa and chatting about nail polish like nothing had happened. Grace never mentioned it to anyone, not even Gemma. She wasn’t sure anyone would believe her.
The shrike on her collarbone did not grow. Grace was a good hunter. She had outbursts when things didn’t go her way, but ultimately she played by the rules and any work assigned to her got done.
Having a tattoo did not make that strange feeling go away.
She sighed through her nose.
It was a shame to leave the treehouse so soon after finally having conquered it, yet it seemed she had little choice. After one last look around and allowing herself to feel just a bit melancholic about it all, she pressed the tips of her fingers to her mouth before pressing them to the wood.
The gate unlatched. Dane’s name, clear and simple but with so much unspoken weight, carried across the open air. Grace dropped down in time to see his shoulders stiffen and turn to face Antonio, then speak to him with the same casual tone he used when he claimed he was bored. Snowcone had already been vanished away.
Antonio’s stare shifted to Grace, and he greeted her levelly.
It was fine when she was talking to him with her Dad – or, hell, even when she was talking to him alone. They agreed on a lot of things, in regards to hunting at least, and hunting was all they ever talked about. But whenever Dane was there she felt weird. Tense. Perhaps a little guilty, like she was betraying him by even marginally appearing to tolerate his father.
Seeing them in the same space forced her to remember what Antonio did to him.
Having scooped up her heels from where she’d left them at the base of the tree, Grace sauntered over, expression smooth and head held high. She couldn’t let any of it bother her. Showing concern for Dane or lashing out at Antonio would help neither the tautness in the air nor her own relationships with either of them. This was now a workplace conversation. She was Angel-Face. Or rather, Shrike, as was the more ‘professional’ of her two codenames.
“Mr. Wayland,” she returned his greeting. “Dane’s coming on a hunt. I need his summons to sniff out an invisible target.” Their parents could never argue with that – well, her parents could never argue with that. Even if the target had been fabricated to give her and Dane an excuse to leave, they would back her up if Antonio mentioned it to them. Family above all.
But that was the thing, wasn’t it? That she still felt she could use (or had to use) her father as a shield. Because without him, it was hard to describe what she and Antonio were to each other. Hard to know who was the authority.
He was second in command of the Guild, but she was the Guildmaster’s daughter and the title passed through the family. Antonio never directly gave her assignments or verbally reminded her of his position, but his tattoo was just below her collarbone and that should mean she was under his thumb. It had never bothered her, growing up. But now, older, and with thoughts of inheriting the Guild for herself, she couldn’t help but think… would he allow her to?
And when she had those thoughts, she inevitably end up wondering what would happen if she put him in the void. Would he still feel the ink under each Guild Member’s skin? Would he be able to contort it? Hurt them as easily as he did when standing in the real world?
I’m going to run the Guild someday, she thought, holding his gaze. Not Gemma. Not you. Me.
She lightly bumped her side against Dane’s, knowing better than to try grabbing his arm while he was so on edge. “Let’s go.” She walked past Antonio to the gate and held it open, looking back at Dane expectantly.
OOC: Sorry for the backstory dump lmao, decided to change how Grace got her tattoo