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LOW I GO, REALLY HOLDIN' ME BACK
detrimental, i know, just a little relapse; what's the issue?
Tawny made her way down the Sector corridor in a...
medium-high... rush, heels clicking faintly through the hollow, empty space. She held two drink carriers, one in each hand, an impressive stack of folders between her arm and chest, and a determined line across her mouth that looked a little severe at its corners. [break][break]
An entire
hour and a half earlier, she'd sent a message in the group chat, asking if anyone wanted anything when she made a "quick" run down the street on her early morning break. But she hadn't realized it was the
wrong group chat and included a few more people than she'd wanted. Not just Luck, Bridget, Evan, and Josh (only included after Luck's prodding insistence). But
Brian, too. And Todd. And Jess. And Kimberly. Why had they even
created that group chat? Had it been for a meeting? To share an off-hand joke regarding a situation they'd all been party to? To try and recruit new blood for the softball team? [break][break]
No matter the circumstance... Tawny had ended up with a few more orders than intended, had been out a little longer than she planned, and had to stop at a couple more floors than was ideal. And she'd had to talk to
Brian, who'd taken the opportunity to load her with some files and applications that she'd purposely been swerving him for. She'd had to talk to
Jess, who'd been incredibly icy for obvious reasons. And she'd had to talk to
Kim, who'd been so puppy-dog excited to be included at all that Tawny had ended up promising an after-work hang some upcoming night just to end the chittering conversation and get away. [break][break]
(Which wasn't awful. Kimberly was adorable and Tawny didn't
dislike her. But she could only handle the bright, sunshiny cheer in measured doses and Kim didn't have a brake for it.)[break][break]
Now, at least, she'd nearly emptied one drink carrier and could more easily shrug up her bag when it started to slip. Unfortunately, Brian's addition of files and paperwork meant she still didn't have the range of motion to fix her hair or do much else. She felt like she'd been running the block around the Sector building, the halls, and the elevators for ages now, and it'd been so windy today, and
ugh — she couldn't wait to plop down at her desk and get herself back in order. Maybe, after she'd decompressed and before she started making up for lost time in her work, she'd re-label the group conversations in her phone so no mistake like this happened again.[break][break]
As she neared the elevators, she heard the doors open and quickened her stride. A woman stepped out and turned down the other direction. A beat passed, Tawny realized she wasn't going to make it, and she bounced a little on her toes.
"Hey... Sandra! Sandy, hold the door, will ya?" The woman turned but her step didn't falter. She smirked a little, winked, then faced forward without slowing for even a single, considering second. Tawny's head tipped and her brow leaped up her forehead. She tried to recall if her and Sandra had ever gotten into anything to earn the treatment or if the accountant was just "kinda like that".[break][break]
Tawny made a noise in her throat, something between a frustrated growl and a bitten-back curse, and turned at the elevators; fully expecting to find the doors had
just finished closing. But, to her surprise, there was a hand held firmly against the jam and the doors were open. With a startled inhale, her mouth jerked upwards and she bolted inside.[break][break]
"Ah, phew!" She half-breathed, half-laughed, as she turned to face the closing doors. She let her shoulders sag with relief and shook the hair from her face, then brightened her eyes and turned to aim a wide, grateful grin at her thoughtful elevator-buddy. She began a happy
'thank you' but, when her eyes found Ferris' face, the words caught. Her smile stalled. Simultaneously, the papers within the folder smashed to her chest slipped finally from their precarious hanging-on and scattered across the elevator floor. [break][break]
"Damn it," she muttered, frustration swung swiftly back in place and mouth falling into a grimacing line. She re-shouldered her bag more firmly and carefully lowered herself into a crouch. After a moment of
trying to balance everything, she reluctantly set aside the drink carriers so she could start gathering the papers back up. Her eyes trailed to the elevator buttons. Her floor was already pressed. Then she flickered her gaze up to Ferris, only fleetingly, before she lowered it once more.
"Thank you for holding the door," she tried again, though the gratitude was notably more stale than it'd been on her first attempt.[break][break]
She wasn't sure if he'd known it was her calling out. Part of her suspected he hadn't — that, if he had recognized her voice, he'd have been smashing the 'close doors' button instead. They hadn't spoken since that night in her apartment. She'd tried to keep an eye out for him but hadn't seen much of him. Whether that was due to some hyper-vigilance on his part and his level of avoidance had improved — not surprising, very telling, and admittedly impressive — or if they simply... hadn't crossed paths... she couldn't rightly tell.
i don't need your wary tone in my head, i'm petty[break]so i don't really want it, you can save your sorry